You really do have to be your own doctor, doing the research and picking the best treatment, and then find a doctor willing to go along with you. You have to know what symptoms to point out and ask a lot of questions - force the doctor to spend at least a few minutes with you. A good source of info about medication is
www.rxlist.com
My grandmother is fine now, but after she was released from the hospital she slipped , for several months, into an alzheimers / dementia state so bad that she didn't know what year it was or what state she lived in, then one day, as quick as she went, she came back, and is fine now. She hardly remembers anything from last year though. I wish I could forget as easily.